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Name: Jah BuLaT
Age: 22
Occupation: Technology Assistant
Birthday: 15 Feb 1985 Enlistment Date: 20 Aug 2004 ORD Date: 18 Aug 2006

Im Round, temperamental, Adorably cute, Childish, Fat and Obnoxious. Whatever it is.. I'm a Rastaman~!

RaztaMonz

FaNa~!!!
aIn NiRa
iDaDee
tIaRa
aIsYah
hAiDer
The 'G'
puteriQaseem
boPLey

WishList

Sony Ericsson K800i
-Quit Smoking by 22nd B'day
-Holiday to Melbourne
-Find other half
-Complete my Diploma
-Slim Down
-Be Financially Stable

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Saturday, December 30, 2006

MOOD: Sober/Lost

Bila rindu ku tatap potret wajahmu
Kini berlalu sudah kisah cintaku
Tangis di kalbu terus merindu
Ku seru namamu di angin nan lalu

Bila ku renung bulan di awan
Nampak wajahmu terbayang-bayang
Manisnya senyum hati tertawan
Nak peluk gunung tak sampai tangan

Ku tanam padi lalang berisi
Ku tabur budi.. Budi tak jati
Kini sendiri mengikut hati
Terus mencari sinar pelangi

Ku sangka panas sampai ke petang
Rupanya lemah dek hujan datang
Kini kau bebas membuat pilihan
Bagaikan unggas terbang di awan

Cintaku kadang di laut sepi
Kena gelombang patah kemudi
Kasih dah sayang tiada lagi
Hancur harapan segala mimpi

"Those days are coming"

Jah BuLaT at Saturday, December 30, 2006

Sunday, December 24, 2006

MOOD: LOST

OK... so I just came back from my cousin's wedding..
So theres a few things to highlight since my last post...

Congratz to my Cuzzie (Huzaifah a.k.a. Babe) and her newly wedded husband (Quyyum)...
Congratz to Yan yang Kecik for achieving "Juara Harapan" in yesterday's Piala Khatulistiwa..
Congratz to Nira Nyertika for achieving "Kumpulan Wanita Terbaik" in Piala Khatulistiwa..
Congratz to Fuhua Sec for achieving 3rd placing in Piala Khatulistiwa..
Congratz to Fid for the triple win (Nira, Fuhua Sec, Senikata Terbaik).

Ok..
So I've made up my mind...
This December is by far...
My worst holiday ever...
Got into a roller coaster ride twice in a row...
Learnt a lesson or two on relationships...
What is it that I learn you ask?
Well..
1st: NEVER believe someone when he/she says, "I won't talk to guys if i'm attached"
2nd: You may find the person that you're looking for.. BUT that doesn't mean YOU are the person that he/she is looking for...
3rd: THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A 3rd PARTY.

so yah... I hope those who are readin this will learn from this...

My wish list before '07:
I wish to talk to you..
I wish to meet you...
I wish you all the best...
I wish you a Happy New Year...
I wish the above will come true...

~Those days are gone...~

Jah BuLaT at Sunday, December 24, 2006

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

MOOD: LOST

Take it fast?? (I lose...)
Take it slow?? (I lose..)
If I don't take it at all?? (I lose..)
So what do I do??

I dun have that much time..
Shes on holiday...
Im working..
I dun even have time for DK...
Wanted to go meet up for dinner this friday..
But i don't know whether shes free...
Should I ask her??
Should I tell her??
or...
Should I just wait again??
What should I do??
Saturday X-Mas Lunch with HP...
Sunday Jemputan...
Monday...
Is 1 day enough??
Enough for her to know??
Enough for her to accept??
Enough for her to take it all in??
Im so lost..

"20 days of smoke-free life"
"save for the hiccups here and there... hehe..."

Jah BuLaT at Wednesday, December 20, 2006

MOOD: CONFUSED

THE CASE OF D
Lets start with D..
I'll start with the Cast 1st, theres
D,
F (D's BF),
M (D's skoolmate since U),
Y (me) (D's skoolmate since Pri)
D is a girl while the rest are guys

Damm i dunno where to start..
D has always been someone special to me...
I've always regard her as my sis...
I've been trying to stop D from seeing M.
If you guys read my previous post, you'll know who im talkin abt.
I didn't want anything to happen to D and F's relationship.
Things between D and F got shaky.
D asked me out for and outing.
After that D met M for breakfast..

Yesterday.. F msged me..
saying that I took advantage of D during the outing...
I was like what the hell..
If I were to take advantage of her...
I would have done so long before F got to know D.
I just don't get it..
Its been quite a while since I've contacted D.
and I really wish to do so now..
Im the one whos trying to save their relationship and
heres F accusing me of taking advantage of D... sigh..

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Jah BuLaT at Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

MOOD: Recovering from Stupid FLU *sniff*sniff*

I'm sure some of u have come across this. But read again:

To My Friends Who ARE SINGLE:
Love is like a butterfly. The more u chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts. But love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are NOT SINGLE:
Love isn't about becoming someone else's "perfect person". It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are The PLAYBOY/PLAYGIRL TYPE:
Never say "I love you" if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest a guy can do to a gurl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways.

To My Friends Who Are MARRIED:
Love is not about "It's Your Fault" but "I'm sorry". Not "Where are you" but "I'm right here". Not "How could you" but "i understand". Not "i wish you were" but "i'm thankful you are".

To My Friends Who Are ENGAGED:
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are to each other.

To My Friends Who Are HEARTBROKEN:
Heartbreaks last for as long as you want as cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are AFRAID TO CONFESS:
Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But it hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

To My Friends Who Are STILL HOLDING ON:
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now, he's not gonna be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.

To All MY FRIENDS:
My wish for you is to find a man/woman whose love is honest, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.

"19 days of smoke-free life"
"save for the hiccups... hehe.."

Jah BuLaT at Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Monday, December 18, 2006

MOOD: Sick

Dammit.. I just hate Fever, Flu, and what nots..
I've been sleeping the whole day..
save for the prayers in between..

The comp went well..
I wished I had enough sleep the day before..
Fell sick before the performance..
But hell I didn't regret the call.. in Fact..
Im lookin forward for more.. =)

ok so..
We were awarded.
Karut Harapan (Best 2nd Singer Runner Up)
Paluan Harapan (Best Percussionist Runner Up)
thats abt it..
didn't get any placing though..
But hey.. at least the audience enjoyed our performance..
And yeah.. since we didn't win anything...
we got banned from participating in any competitions for 1 year~!
DAMMIT~!
So u guys shouldn't be expecting any "Andika" in 07. hehe

OK thats abt it...
Gotta go~! BYE~!!!

"18 days of smoke-free life"
"save for the hiccups here and there... hehe.."

Jah BuLaT at Monday, December 18, 2006

Friday, December 15, 2006

Mood: LOST

Time seem to be crawling today...
Slow as hell..
Lotsa things to do...
Too little time..
Too many teachers...
Too many laptops..
Too tired...
Too stressed..
CAN SOMEONE OUT THERE TEACH ME HOW TO USE GHOST 8.0?!
Comp is in 2 days time..
Doubting my ability to perform...
Not in a good shape...
My mind is in a mess right now..
Feelin useless...
ARGH~!! I just dunno...
forget it...

"lits a cigg..."
"Just kiddin.. =p"
"15 days of smoke-free life"

Jah BuLaT at Friday, December 15, 2006

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Mood: Lost

16th Nov: She came to skool
17th Nov: Asked Marc for her Number. Talked to her at night. "I won't be talkin to guys if I'm attached"
18th Nov: Asked her out to my annual movie event on 23rd Nov, she agreed.
20th Nov: Her grams passed away.
21st Nov: She's on compassionate leave for 3 days. Met her and some other peeps at Tamp. "Dun forget abt the movie event on Thursday!"
23rd Nov: She can't go out, Had to go to late gram's place for prayers. Cancelled movie event.
24th Nov: Not Free. She went out with friend to hunt for birthday prezzie.
25th Nov: Not Free. Friend's B'day BBQ.
26th Nov: Not Free. Work.
29th Nov: Got to know that she's attached since 18th Nov.

"13 days of smoke-free life"

Jah BuLaT at Wednesday, December 13, 2006